9th of February..

Today, 9th of February..

Actually I already plan to watch movie alone,

But I text him in 10am,

I asked him free or not,

I knew he will not reply me and after that I send him,

Its okay, sorry for disturb..

But after that he reply me said that he had go Pj for work,

Maybe he go with his colleague to know where is his office,

But I don't know..

I don't like the situation like this,

I don't know whether what he doing,

where he going,

and everything!

So, after that,

I still go for pavilion for movie alone,

This is my 1st time, 

Maybe will got 2nd, 3rd and many chances,

Whatever..

I feel sad that like no one caring me,

no one will care where I go,

What I did,

I feel sad that no one calling me baby or whatever..

If really no more love in your heart,

Tell me early please!

I don't want the situation right now!

Very Very suffer!

The picture before going out..

And I had bought something to him for Valentines,
I don't know whether he like or not,
But I knew he need this..

When going back home,
I really miss him,
wish to know what he doing,
I purposely go his house to have a look,
I don't know where he going,
His car at his house,
He never drive out his car..
Of course at the time,
I start to think many things.
But who care?
No one know , no one care!

 

When reach home, take again picture with the ticket, lol

At the same time,
I receive a text from his friends,
asked me what happen to me and him,
and I tell him in a short form,
Of course , I feel that he stand at his side to comfort me,
But I really no agree with him,
He said that he always 忍，everyone also saw he 忍，
Of course,I know he always 忍 me,
Feel very sad when I saw this,
Like I very hard to communicate and stay together.
And he asked me,
你有没有想过你们真的适合吗？
I just feel that,
He like asking me to go away from his life.Or
Maybe I think too much again.
But from this,
I remember that he said before,
没有适不适合，只有愿不愿意。
If the one really love and care,
I think he will do whatever he willing to do.

Maybe he really tired of this,
I knew I had do wrong things,
I had said wrong words,
hm..but I really suffer with the situation right now..
My man, If u really feel tired,
Please let me know,
I will let you go.
I LOVE YOU.