I Started..

I started another life..
I started to get easy to cry...
I began to think many things..
I began to think that me do that is right or not..
I began to think that is it suffer to me arnot..
I began to think that is it better for him after I make this decision..
Maybe I'm always do something wrong..
Maybe I often treat him not very friendly and not considerate..
Sorry
I know you have worked very hard to do the best..
原谅我是这样的女生。。
I think..
I need to CHANGE..
But ..
Give me some times..

I ♥ U

Since we had together around 2 weeks..
Although only 2 weeks..
but mayb everyday also got meet...
So din't feel like just only 2 weeks..
Really happy be with you...
erm..and hope you don't always worry about me...
About those 'friends' ...lol...you know i talking who 1...
I'm sorry...
I never intro you to all my friends and my family..
I'm so sorry that I din't inform to my parents me already in the relation with you..
And about the facebook status...I'm really sorry about that..
I will change it when get the right timing...
Don't too mind about it please...
you know i always be with you okay already right? hehe...

To my boy friend!
Bosco Chen Woon Beng...lol
hahaha..
I hope that you won't because of me then you seldom meet with your friends
I hope that you won't because of me then you din't go play ball..
I hope that you won't because of me you ARGUE with your friends..
hahaha...
I hope that you won't because of me you feel stres...
I hope that you won't because of me you feel suffer...
lol...i know you care me...
but i really don't wan to saw you suffer because of me...
hahhahahhahaha....
u get what i mean i think..XD

Let's start our love story...lol

Let's collect our photo...^^


Thanks for everthing my dear...^^

WOW

lol...
i getting lazy and lazy and lazy..
haha...lazy to update my blog..
hehe...
my birthday coming soon...
lolx..actually i really wish that all my friends will celebrate with me..
mayb some of u will be busy..
but i really hope that u people can wish me..
even a MESSAGE...
get ur message that mean u still care me..
still put me in ur heart...XD
i'm still ur fren..
hm...
after my birthday..
i know that HELLO KITTY-JASPER DOMINIC HO CHIA HUNG..
POWER PUFF GAL-LAI MEI TENG...
& POWER RANGERS-CHIA JO YEE
BIRTHDAY COMING SOON also ^^
now still thinking wanna buy what present for them...
hahahaa....
3 of u ar...
give me some idea...XD
hope can celebrate birthday together also...
god bless u & me...
hehe..



WEEK 8 is coming soon!!!
my DRAMA ASSIGNMENT!!!
i still haven touch it!!!
how to act?
where to act?
what to act?
sweat..no idea at all!!!
SHIT...
GOD BLESS ME...
AH MEN...
lol..
nothing to write ady..
bb^^

Babe joey...

写给你看的！！！！
当从他那里听到那个消息
我真的很替你生气
哈哈
你真的很笨..
也许你不希望一些事情发生..
但是应该说的你真的应该说出来！
该劝的人都已经给你逼到疯了！
我要说的你都应该会背了吧...
虽然一些事情已经是事实..
该帮的我们都会帮你..
所以！
不要太牛！！！
ting ting我们的意见..
we are always beside you..
lolx..
ONLY AVAILABLE for babe joey..
nah...don't say just write to babe nelle la...
XD
LOVE U ALWAYS...
BABE TENG ALSO...^^

FRIENDS...

The world has changed..
Or people began to changed ..
Recently..some of friends has changed..
Some become more mature..
Are also some changes naive...
We may treat them as friends...
but perhaps people did not think we are friends ..
Maybe people are selfish..
Perhaps the eyes of a friend you only for 'li yong'..
Therefor, we can't do anything also...
Start feel that friends become less and less..
May also be some misunderstanding
But really hope..
we are friends ..
And not a stranger..
Really hope that friends can be together!
As the same as before!

What is the world's now?
Right!
All of you!
All my fault!
Sometimes I really feel that I was superfluous!
I have put everything in my heart!
I am working for my own,Have you ever thought how I feel
In fact you will not be understand at all!!!
I am also is a human..
I am just a girl..
Mayb you will say that I'm ady 19 years old..
But you already 50 years old..
can use your brain think about it Well?
I am also your daughter..
Mayb in your eyes what I did also is Superfluous..
In your eyes daughter is just the maid..( what is this?daughter is the people that done all the housework? what are you thinking? now 21st century!! don't use ur nonsense brain to think this agian!! )
YOUR LOVELY SON only is your baby!
What they did also right...
I really would rather I not your daughter!
I do not need you!
I had my own life might be happier
Do not these things ever cried every time!
Perhaps you will say that Without you, this world would not have my existence
But I can choose not to do?
Mayb you all will say this is just the non-sense..
But ... if you are the only son or daughter..
You really won't feel this....



And thanks you my baby teng..
After I Quarrel with them I really cry non-stop..
I really don't know whether can tell who after this..
After I release this..
Really fell more better..
I really hope don't wan to stay at home tonight..
But u all cant do this..
Fine..
Really got a bit DISAPPOinted...

....

Hide my own..
I really don't know why..
I really don't know how to explain my feel right now...
Even in front of my parents or my best friend..
I also try to cover my own thoughts..
even always scold whatever they like...
I just keep quite..EVEN I'M RIGHT..





Suddenly...
erm...
don't know what can I write right now..
ya...
this is my life I think...
HIDE MY OWN...

updated!!!!!!!!!! lol..

Yeah Yeah..

Since I buy the new modem..

then I NEVER UPDATE my blog already...

hehe...

and below this is the picture that hang out with friends...

and because of lazy...i also din't upload all picture..

lol...can refer at my facebook...wahahha...

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16.09.2009
Chong Pei Yee birthday..

erm...I also confuse that when I knew her...

erm...If not wrong is about form 3 knew her..

she is my friend intro me one...

and we start sms...==

lol...after that ...then know her already...

hmm....in the middle of story quite complicated...

hard to explain...

hahhaha....

but I GLAD to know her also ^^

From left, pei yee, me,lagoon and emily~
we take in toilet after sing k..^^

her birthday cake~

XD

dada...me n her...haha...

and this is lagoon...lol...

I think i know her when last year orientation week...

lol...

that day we buy the same t-shirt n same slipper..

lol...

><

anyway..

that day really quite happy sing k with 3 of them...

keep in touch ya my friends !!!!!!!!!

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I be the distributer foundation n part timer @ PAVILION

when 12nd,13rd ,19th and 20th ...

quite tired and damn 'fish' la this job...==

i stand at a place that very very very weird...

they call me stand at outdoor...

around starbucks or coffee bean there...

kanasai...

and just me alone stand at there...>.<

saw many of my friends at there also ==

damn fish...><

really no face to face them...ahhahah

this is the pavilion pass...==

lol..b4 work..

XP

the look >.<'

damn tired..

rest in the toilet..

ahahhaa....

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yeah~

17/18 .09.2009

I had join elaine and her classmate go CAMERON HIGHLAND!

lol...

erm....quite weird la..i join them..

ahahhaa...

lol....really not so many things to chat with them..

hahaha...

but at the night play till late n happy also..

GLAD TO KNOW THEM ALSO LA...

^^

all of us @ rose garden...

lalallaa...

me n elaine...

sin kong ask me when i know elaine 1...

lol...

i really know her quite long time ady le..

actuall I already know her when primary school..

she is red colour team also...

she run quite fast..

then i lost ady...lol...

i remember her because she tall ma...

then form 1 we still the same secondary school..haha...

so form 1 until now...

hehe..already 7 years...

^^

hope our friendship can keep forever

lol..with the guys..

wow..

the flower almost bigger than my face..

haha..

is it my face small?

wahhaha....

ahem...

surrounded by the flower...

wuhuu...

ahem...really pround of myself..

can take this flower n edit so nice

ahhahahhahah....

shh....

don tell other people ya...

XD

ahhha...so cutee~~~~~~~~~~

the night that with steamboat...

soso lo there de food.

XP

me n her agian...^^

mei teng ask me...

xiaoshuang , u two days also wear yellow shirt ar?

then i answer...

YES...I WEARING TWO DAYS YELLOW SHIRT..

hahhaha...

coz i'm huang xiao shuang ma,...XD

erm....we buy some beer n play poker at the appartment...

lol...we very noisy when playing card...

lol...keep shout...==

after that...

then elaine gossip with her classmate..

quite many things happen at her class...

lol...then i there listen nia...

haha...

quite interesting also...XD

at here i need to say sorry to the aunty..

lol...we had break 1 glass n 1 chopstick...

aha....

SORRY YA...

'wo bu shi gu yi de'...XD

I HOPE THAT I WON'T BE THE STRANGER THAT JOIN U ALL....

hahaha...

anyway...glad to know elaine classmate...

erm...i not really remember ur all name la...

jason,sin kong? , xiao ming n 1 more is rep rep ..

lol...this is last time i hear elaine call him like this 1...

so i just follow..

lol..

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21.09.2009

my grandfather house innovation finish...

ahhahhaa..

then we go there n pray..

hahaha..

i really first time saw so many people go there...

got 33 people..

even not all of the son n grandson la..

hehe...

lol..this is the after..

i got take the picture that when praying 1...

but at my sisster phone...

lazy to bluetooth ady..

xD

hahaha...

coz my the biggest uncle is the '......'

those help people 念经 1...

i don noe how to say the job..

ahaa...

so when we back all of the people walk around my grandpa house..

on the way...my uncle them keep shout...

'HUAT AR!!!!

hahaha....

and when burn 'money'...

my cousin them shout...

'ah gong ar...shiu lui ar!!!

shiu liao pun kor nang ar!!!"

lol...this is the broken teow chew that translate by me...

ahahhaha....

which mean...

' grandpa, now we burning 'money' to u ar...

remember receive, then after receive give us some...'

ahhahaha....

lol..

quite funny..

XD

and this make me think back that singapore movie...

lol...

wa...damn hot that day!!!

i just wear a singlet n short pants...

many mosquito there...

and all bite me 1...

kanasai==

and because of this!

my skin dark already... ><

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dada...recently really nothing to do when stay at home..

ahhaha...

can found me?

wuhuu...

mei teng say sexy neh!!!

lol...

haiz...

RECENTLY LACK OF MONEY!!!!!
LACK OF MONEY!!!!
haiz...

I WANT SHOPPING!!!!
SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!

wuhuu...

lol....using joey laptop to update my blog...
lol....long time din update...
got miss me arnot?
==
hoho...
many things happen on this month..
wahahhaha...relationship la...

hoho..even haven START...

someone in TOOMUCH ADY...lol...

3 MONTHS wor...

mayb she really is a siao lang...XD
erm...i know she don wan to admit when face to me....
XD
hahaha....come on..
u also say wat..now ady 21st century..
XD
hahhaaa...take it easy la...
hope u don let someone go away lu...
XD






LOLX...
my god....exam start at next week...
my brain still empty...
die 99 lo....

moody...

suddenly feel moody..
mayb some of the human won't facing the financial problem at all...
but don't try to look down me that i'm facing this problem...
i really try my best to earn money myself...
actually working very tired while studying...
even just get a little bit of money...
hmm...feel that i'm just EMPTY...
feel that no money..
no family...
no fren...
no lover...
no brain...
i had lost my directions..
i don't know what i really need...
MONEY=
mayb money just to cover my surface that i needed...
branded? topshop?Mng?forever 21?zara?lv?coach?

is it this is the things that i really need?

even i get it..more happy huh?

even some people all whole set also branded...

mayb will feel more happy...
mayb some people will looking at people that u are wearing which branded to be friend with u...
or looking the people whether rich arnot to be the partner...
but from our age...
financial problem really not that we want to facing...
who wan that always facing financial problem...




FAMILY,FREN=
mayb i din't shout out that i'm having some problem to my family members...
somethings really feel suffer...
no one are understand me...
when i wanna find someone to talk..
i really really don't know who can i find...
mayb some of u already in relationship...
i feel that all my fren already change...
or i already change?
i don't know...
being a human really hard..
hm..facing many problem...
i wan to be a small animal at next round...
lol..ant..




erm...
those just my suddenly want to write..
i really din mention who...
don misunderstood..

sing k day...

lol...
before sing k...
i really ANGRYYYY with my LOVELY CLASSMATE!!!
WHAT THE FUCK!!!
IF U DON'T WAN CHANGE THE PRESENTATION DAY WITH ME THEN SAY LA!!!
JUST TELL ME!!!
WHY I ASK U, U IGNORE ME....
WHAT THE HELL...U KNOW WHAT IS COURTESY?
OR U CANT UNDERSTAND ENGLISH?
KESOPANNAN TAHU?
礼貌？！ 知道吗？！？
==
U BETTER DON TALK TO ME...
WTF***...






SHIT...U JUST MAKE ME NO MOOD TO CONTINUE BLOGGING...
==
AND ALSO SING K...
*@^&*!@$^*($%$^+#!$%^


lol...
OK..ENOUGH FOR THE STUPID COMPLAIN...




LETS START TO SEE THE PHOTO...lol...

erm...take this b4 mid term test start...

when samantha was in the toilet...

==

YUHUU...

THE 3 LENG LUI~

owh...so bad..PENNY NOT HERE...

XD

erm...keep take take take and take....

lol...in the k box....

since MS.JOEY SNAP U 3 PEOPLE....

then i post here...

lol....

lol...MR CHONG HON KIT WAS CONCENTRATE....
shh....

LOL...AFTER SING K...

GO IN THE TOILET TAKE AGIAN...

XD

take 2..

take 3..

TAKE 4...idiot face come out...

MS CHIA JOEY ...

IN THE TOILET DRINK 'HER' WATER...

==

TAKE 5..

TAKE 6

TAKE 7

TAKE 8..

TAKE 9..

10...

11...

HAHA...continue at sg wang/...

ms chia joey busy smsing...

==

ya....after this...

then i accompany MS CHIA JOEY GO MONORAIL STATION...

COME....

THE STUPID STORY WAS START HERE...

WTH....

WHEN WE ON THE WAY GO TO THE STATION MONORIAL...

A VERY VERY VERY 'GEH PO' ORANG ARAB WAS APPEAR.!!!!

(when joey 勾my hand)

AND HE ASK ME : "EXCUSE ME....BOTH OF U ARE COUPLE?"
*@!^&*$@#%&@

I THOUGHT HE WANNA ASK ME WHERE THE SHOP OF WHAT...

I WANNA HELP HIM DE...

LOL...

IS IT U WAS TOO BORING IN SG WANG N NOTHING TO DO HUH?

==

U BETTER DON LET ME SAW U AGIAN....

IF NOT AR...

I WILL KILL U.....

SWEAT 99...

OKAY!!!

THE END~

A VERY KANASAI DAY..

LOL...

GOOD BYE!